yello.
this is an official announcement:
severuselderus will be closing down on the 5th of november.
it's a special day because it's the day of the chinese olevels
and severuselderus wants to be laid down on that day,
therefore his wish must be obeyed.
oh and this will probably be either the last or second last post.

anyway, let me recap what happened this week. to be more precise, wednesday onwards.
wednesday was really fun and great,
thanks guys
for celebrating for me(:
even though i broke my almost 11 years streak of not celebrating.
and i vowed.
ah well. now i have a new vow: never go out on the 29th of october and never celebrate that day ever.
i will break the 11 years streak.
yes i will.
anyway, really thanks to everyone for turning up on that day
and making that day really special for me.
i gave up uploading photos=/

then yesterday was a normal day
with 3 hours plus of chinese coz there's like a short break in between the lessons.

then today was also a normal day.
jokes were being told during chinese today,
and it's weird, like many people didnt know about the fish bluff beehoon joke.
i heard it over 10 years ago when i was in primary school!
then amanda's aladdin joke and kwanwei's cake jokes were funny haha.
oh and we were for once released earlier for break today.

strange,
i seem to be more enthusiastic in chinese these days.
why.
hm. must be because it's the last few days of chinese lesson i'm ever gonna have.
oh but the laoshi is also more cheerful.
i dont have to listen to her anymore from next wednesday onwards! yessssss.

okay.
tag replies:
bluebloo: yea right...haha anyway, im happy you have stopped bugging the SGK(:
kwanwei: oh okay, haha i knew it was someone anyway. she stopped bugging us!=D
germaine: thanks!(: love you loads too! go out someday!=D




today had chinese mock exam.
note to self: always bring a jacket into LT5.
my flu was bloody recovering until i stepped into LT5 and spent 4 effing hours writing chinese there.
now it's bloody back and my mom's gonna kill me=.=

it was honestly freezing in LT5
god knows what the temperature was
and best thing was, apparently you can't adjust the temperature.
and the bunch of us was just sitting there, shivering our guts out.
we picked up our pens and started writing cheenafied characters on paper, pausing every few seconds or so to tighten our grip on the pens because we were shivering so much that the words looked distorted.
goosebumps formed on our arms and legs and we, okay maybe just me, i looked like a bumpy tyre shaped like a human.
every few seconds, a sniff or a sneeze would come from somewhere in the LT, and as someone (i think it was desiree) put it, it was like a symphony of sniffs and sneezes. symphony in snifth.

then it was psl appreciation/inauguration next.
it was quite entertaining really.
and im so glad we didnt have to do it last year for the seniorsXP.

dinner tomorrow!
looking forward to it(:

tag replies:
kwanwei: yea haha. he's always very lame(: yea she did! my mom got pissed=D
szeying: haha yea somehow you made it onto her list...weird eh. and you ah, really fell for it big time haha. although yes i do agree with you, desiree best XD
shennlinn: i know haha! but funny right?=D
desiree: yea she does! and yes dont you just love my family?=D oh you'd better not try it again haha.
jo: HEY JOELLE CHEN! ouchesXP report! theives are evil=X
bluebloo: even though i already replied you, i shall reply you again(: er you're welcome? coz that sounds real wrong...why bluebloo anyway?




my blog is full of crap(:

Me: Eh dad, you see this magazine. cosmopolitan right. you know it's unsuitable for the young, so dno got what content inside.

Dad: Really ah. we all cannot buy leh.

Me: why? you can buy what, you're not young.

Dad: I where got not young, i am your dad, means my surname also young, where got not young. they surname-ist leh.

i love my family(:

稻 香
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

love this song
excellent lyrics, nice tune.
okay that's it..

tag replies:
desiree: yea haha. i was too when i first saw it. yea! too bad most of you guys went off already=/
jo: yea miss you too! hais we must meet up soon!




my favourite photo of the day:







okay i lied.
here i am, bloody blogging again.
i went less than a day without blogging. ohmygod.
well anyway.
today was the golf skills test.
i got zero for the bloody wood. damn you you stupid loud-sounding, idiotic, fat, long and extremely difficult to control wood. i hate you.
then two for the effing chipping.
coach said is damn bloody nice, he's the nicest coach on earth man. i really hope he's still our coach next year.
and putting was great.

today with the ip2 golf people was really fun.
super funny, especially the dunman high partXP
cheenafied. and taoists. tsk.
lunch was okay, the prize presentation took forever though. and surprisingly, i actually got a prize for being 19th lol.

i'm also here now to say that spirited away is a great movie(:
okay that's it.
bye




i've been posting way too often.
i must cut down.
so i shall see how long i can go without blogging after this post
therefore this post shall be a meaningful one.
hm.
meaningful.
the only thing i can think of is ip.

you know
i really can't believe that 2 years have passed.
it just feels like one or two months.
okay no that's impossible. if that's so, ihp is like 3 days long. kickass.
allow me to be weird and list out all the projects i have done throughout these 2 years:
IHP, SIP, imagineering, physics yog project, physics powerpoint project, biology xmen project, chemistry youztube project, math bingo project, chinese game creating project...
okay i know there are more. but they escaped=/
forget it, i will post a more meaningful post on the last day of school or something.
boohoo.

SOIDIERS COVERED IN SOUR CREAM & ONION

War begins and the people flee
To safer towns
And yet still unsafe the town remains.
Soldiers of white, brown, yellow or black
Run into the town with
Their warcries of "Kill! Kill so we can go home!"
The fluid on the ground
Is mixed with blood, sweat, tears, and sourcream&onion.

Oh dear.
A soldier falls onto the ground.
His already-ruined tastebuds shudder as they come into contact with the
Fluid.
A metallic, salty, sour, courageous and yet dead flavour
Unfolds itself onto the flabby thing.
The soldier cries,
Cries,
Cries as the enemies fire shots at him.
He tries to stand but all his energy was in his tears.
Dear him.

A soldier falls onto the ground.

tag replies:
jo: yea=/ olevels suck. hope fi's doing fine...okay i am so not cute.
szeying: ah your weird japanese shows are funny too(: drawing-gameX) okay i shall not understand it then(:




and it's a green.
chinese homework is gay
music is my life
prince of tennis is cool
crisis core is alright
advent children is being watched
and it sucks to be me.
that avenue q song is getting stuck in my head=.=

the japanese woman in avenue q:
i coming to this country for opportunity
try to work in chinese restaurant
but i am japanese!
.....master degree in social world
and now i have therapist
but i have no cilent
and i have an unemployed fiancee
and we have a lot of bills to pay!
it suck to be me
it suck to be me
i say it sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka sucka suck
it suck to be me!

tag replies:
kwanwei: oh yea, i should have a will...hais.
desiree: actually no i dont regret swearing about lmn. or maybe just a little=/
szeying: i reflected on my life=/ and i realised i've been an idiot=(




i've offended and pissed off many people and i know that.
therefore here, i apologise sincerely to all i have pissed off.
i apologise for my stupid behaviour which is very annoying and assholic.
i apologise for the way i do things, i really do.
i apologise for the things i've said, the insults i've hurled, the curses i've swore and the crap i have said on impulse. i really don't mean them, i do and say things without thinking and end up regretting what i've done 5 seconds later. please do forgive me, i promise to change.
i will henceforth cut down on the amount of swearing i do.
i apologise for whatever i've done. i know how much i suck at some things and really screw them up, i really am sorry for that.
i apologise for flaring up unnecessarily, something i do very very often. i will try to curb my anger and go for anger management classes.
lastly, i once again apologise to everyone i have offended or pissed off and i am truly remorseful. i have sinned and i will repent.

tag replies:
szeying: oh okay. i should have known...blog again about today(:
desiree: i can list you a thousand reasons why i prefer PCME to BCME. want to hear?
jo: i think it should be worth it though, and the bloody ex tickets are the ones for the good seats so should be okay...




collected all my exam scripts already.
well.
i have nothing to say actually.
it just kinda confirms my subject combination choice.
but now im not so decided on other things.

anyway, who wants to watch avenue q?
it looks okay. and i havent watched a play in ages.
maybe i'll just ask my parents about it...
well.

PEACE

The fairy descends
Curious she was about the mortals
But all she saw
Was killing amongst enemies,
Hatred amongst friends,
Loveless towards your once-loved.

It was a cruel world she saw,
And the brutality shatters her heart
Into many
Many
Many
Pieces.

The perfect life she knew
Up there was not as perfect
As she thought.
"Protect us from above! Let us come to no harm! Oh heavens, please protect my family! My life can be taken, just not theirs..."
She cried
At the only touching scene she saw
And realised how little she has done for her people.


tag replies:
szeying: yea ct sessions were fun(: but mr boy probably doesnt have the time for another one=/
christopher: yep. sounded nice.




101.
LOVELESS.

When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvationAnd your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

tag replies:
desiree: who said i'm loveless? o.o see my latest post...
jo: haha cheenafied. what kind of weird word is that...and yea i wanna punch that guy(:




100th anniversary.
wasted, just like this.
LOVELESS.

i had this dream.
it seemed...so real.
it seemed so real that it really scared me.
it was like a happy-ever-after ending, but it wasn't too happy.
it was like love and happiness, but sadness hidden within.
it was like a happy dream, but it was a nightmare.

disappointed
the swan takes flight,
into the lighted sky
where the moon smiles but the fairy cries
for she feels the sadness embedded
and it couldn't be contained.
she took her life.

tag replies:
desiree: you can't=.=
jo: those kids were dumb...i wanna beat them at basketball again(:
szeying: finally eh(: and yea, i think i'll go for green...




green or black.
black or green.
green, the bright cheerful peaceful color
or black, the dark evil depressing color.

okay let's weigh the pros and cons.
green:
pros: could cheer me up a little
: according to blogthings, i need more green in my life
: a step away from the norm
: somewhat unique color.
cons: clashes.
: does not match my personality
black:
pros: matches my personality
: goes with how im feeling most of the time
: does not clash
: cool color.
cons: common
: said to be boring.

i need professional advice.
who would like to help me?
=/

tag replies:
jo: im like the bear?o.o because joelle scares small kids and ought to be scared once in a while herself(: and yes balls and sticks=D
desiree: i thought it was me kundan and marcus...okay nvm. thank god the weekend's here.
szeying: good(: i shall check on you hoho. enjoy your dinner=D
germaine: see my chinese how pro(: miss you germ!




another chinese post!
somehow it just disappeared.







这是我唯一一次用华文来博客的时候
这可能再也不会出现了
好像奇迹
今天真的是。。。无字能形容，无话可说。真是个难忘的一天。但不是好的一个难忘的一天。
那个不懂什么“妈撒什么什么”的女人，真的是气死人
明天还要看她，天啊。。。不懂她明天会做什么。我的天啊。
想把她给打倒了。那就天下太平，我变成超人了，哈哈。ok想象力太丰富了。

其实用华文也不错，大概没有人会读。
这样也好，那我随便随便写一些垃圾都没有问题，因为没有人会读。
太好了。
以后也应该用华文，哈哈。
九点播的戏蛮好看的。什么神探的，蛮好笑。也蛮聪明的。
好，我现在无话可说了。

for you, anything.

tag replies:
amanda: arg we have just found someone worse than her...and desiree is nuts. it's confirmed.




i am slowly approaching my 100th post...
as i look back on my posts, i realised that i posted mostly random and irrelevant stuff.
what a sad blog.

caughtchaonthetube.

anyway, invigorate started today.
i thought it was a job welldone for all.
basketball for girls tomorrow!
yay.
wow that was a rare exclamation mark found on this blog.
or was it not?
hm. ohoh and i realised: siling is a twit.
goodbye, as the irrelevant and random stuff surface again.

obsessive love. the power of it is enough to commit murder and drive one to insanity.
it just strikes when you least expect it, don't you think so.
dreams are nothing but happiness when love appears.
strange, dreams are like gifts.
nightmares are reality.

tag replies:
desiree and germaine: you guys must be at horti...huh. desiree, like always, i have nothing to say about your attempts to freak me out (which i must say, is quite successful). and thanks germ(: yay kill desiree=D
alicia: hahaha your tags made me laugh(: i love it when you insult desiree(: and her reactions are just classic.




there are two parts to me.