beware of what you say.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 7:13 PM

"and i'd give up forever to see you"
oh what's the use.

life is meant to be screwed, isn't it?

the deserving people don't get the chance,

"coz i know that you'll feel me somehow"
and the hypocrites take their chance for granted.
elitists.
pshhmp.
"you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be"
don't treasure eh, sure.
we'll see who's sorry at the end of the day.
and all the stress,
"and i don't wanna go home right now"
and pressure.
turning green, red and red.

injustice, some would say.

tag replies:
kwanwei: okay la. chris is a little worse(:
amanda: okay(: after sometime(:
desiree: okay that's one of the reasons why i would die sooner=.=
yijun: haha i shall be emo, vulgar and crude(:

britlover;
7:13 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 11:31 PM

i never thought there would be such a drastic change.
lying to myself;
changing myself;
where's the old self?
suicide sounds like a more desirable option than life now.
so many things to say;
so little freedom to do so;
i'm not going to pretend it doesn't matter, because it does.
and the fact that it's only 2009...can i wish for time to pass any faster?
plunging into anti-social-ness;
not even rising to take breaths of air;
enough. enough now.
goodbye. *jumps*

tag replies:
kwanwei: ah well. i'll bring the work along with me when i suicide, if it'll help(:
yijun: from me?? limpeh asks why mannn=/

britlover;
11:31 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009 10:48 PM

Come Back To Me - David Cook

You say you gotta go and find yourself

You say that you’re becoming someone else

Don’t recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you’re leaving as you look away

I know there’s really nothing left to say

Just know I’m here whenever you need me

I’ll wait for you

So I’ll let you go

I’ll set you free

And when you see what you need to see

When you find you

Come back to me

Take your time I won’t go anywhere

Picture you with the wind in your hair

I’ll keep your things right where you left them

I’ll be here for you

Oh and I’ll let you go

I’ll set you free

And when you see what you need to see

When you find you

Come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need

I’ll be right here waiting to see

You find you come back to me
I can’t get close if your not there

--

suicide
seems to be the only option.
i want the old me. i don't like me.
need to find me.
screw school. screw the amount of work that's piling up like nobody's business.
good luck and all the best to all who are applying for exco positions(:
VIP FTW.

tag replies:
yijun: yo pcbeng! haha thanks for the tag eh=D treat soon!(:
chris: boo back!(: talktoyouonline(:
neha: yo pcbeng again! screw work! it killsXP like *does hand action* wtf man

britlover;
10:48 PM

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