firstly, sweeney todd:








Iris -
And I'd give up forever to touch you,
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.

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a rather old song, but nevertheless excellent.
the repeated lines may be a bore, but they reveal the whole meaning of the song.
"i just want you to know who i am."
oh how very true.

"sense and sensibility" is a nice film.
1995 film, dont ask why im so random to watch such an old movie.
the cast is great and the themes are excellent.

somehow, always at the end of every year, depression kinda takes over.
maybe it's just being alone and stuff.
you know, staying at home.
07 yearend was crap
08yearend is...hm.
oh went out with shuyi and amanda yesterday(: went to orchard and chatted quite a lot, which was fun(:

tag replies:
kwanwei: agreed, she's spastic manXP oh yes chili crab was weird and funny haha=D
desiree: haha i guess i got the way he said it right=D yea i missed playing games with you guys=/ want to start pirate in fornax? join kwanwei(: got 4x exp (:
amanda: haha yea, i was thinking of just saying "tell" but it seemed like i let him down if i dont type it right haha.




lots of people did not believe the spastic-ness of the arcade girl during chalet.
i shall type out the whole conversation here:

me: excuse me, can change these coupons for the sweets there?
arcade girl: the 20 coupon one ah?
me: ya.
arcade girl: got two. you want dinoland *pause* or GUMMYGUMMYGUMMY (said at really fast speed)?
me: *stares.* *asks marcus* so you want dinoland or gummy...gummygummy?
marcus: *blank* i think gummy ah. got more.
me: kay. *to girl* we want gummy. gummygummy.
girl: gummygummygummy got two kind. you want futball or seafood?
me: *stone*
marcus: seafood.

and then we blank.
i swear that girl is weird...
must be see marcus so cute and spastic then follow.
and i swear marcus is spastic.
especially the part where the two late teachers were gonna come up:

marcus: we got tiao the fi-tirty, seven-tirty and the nine-tirty password. but we neh-ver (emphasis on neh-ver) tiao the eleven-tirty one.

there you have it.
spastic-ness.
ah im gonna miss 14.

tag reply:
amanda: refugee camp saved the lives of loads of people(: we must thank the gods. yay.




sorry it took so long for this photo.
it lags my computer like shit-crap so yea, explains the long part.
a couple of people missing from this: shuyi, marcus, indri
enjoy.

i couldnt upload the bloody photo after all=.= too laggy.
plus the computer stoned for ages.
the photos are the individual shots thing.
whoever wants the photos, please do ask me for them instead.
thanks.

btw, did i mention how dumb i am?
yes i am the world's biggest dumbo.
k off to try to cure my dumbness.

tag replies:
germaine: yea i utterly love our refugee camp man(: chalet was great, emo session=(
kwanwei: yea haha. hangout-website(: i hate going to j1=X
szeying: yea man, refugee camp was the best(:




you've probably already listened to lux aeterna before
but you just dont know that it goes by that name.
go ahead, listen to it,
press PLAY on the mini music player.

chalet was great, i had an awesome time.
words can't express my gratitude towards you guys
but perhaps i could just say:
the time spent with you guys was just priceless.
i'm gonna miss everyone.
refugee camp rocks.
i feel like telling the story of the refugee camp.
hm. shall set up a blog for that: entertainment and memories purposes.

got to go for now
bye.

tag replies:
desiree: no problemo. it's good if everyone benefits(:
jo: mrt is okay la...just a little unlucky for youXP
amanda: heya, same here=( let's go kbox(:




backbackback home.
first and foremost, i'm very glad everyone had fun yesterday during prom(:
it seemed really fun and everyone was enjoying themselves: something that i'm glad happened.
i do regret not being able to attend this night, however, im really glad everyone had fun.
dinner yesterday was fine.
your usual dinner, with some paying-back at some people.

back on maple for some weird reason=/
all desiree's fault.
now in the e-world (also desiree's fault, somehow i just cant remember the name of the world after she introduced it to me as the e-world)
and becoming sinnnn(:
halloween quests were interesting(:

tag replies:
mrs archibald: i cant believe you smelled mr fong. um. just stick with you and nate okay? (:
chris: yay great. be sure to inform everyone of the new add.
jo: no problem, you can always hunt me down(:
germ: it's desiree's latest fetish... and it's a guy(:

p.s.: as you may have noticed, i've abandoned the idea of closing my blog=.= and yes im a twit.




okay change of plans,
that last post shall be the third last post instead.
this will be the second last, because i do want to post one very last special post.
i was motivated to post today because well, i'm feeling particularly dejected today.

symposium 08 today.
wasn't anything much
though i feel that the speaker was good, better than the last 2 years anyway.
mostly in the science research room.
then after the presentations, got the pictures from janel.
everyone looks great(:

usual saturday routine.
tomorrow will seem like a normal sunday as well.
my life is quite monotonous.
i'm not sure if i want to change it.

(blank)( )
have you ever loved us;
have you ever cared;
if they were gone would you still
act in the same way?
many a things have happened
they come and go all day.
but nothing impacted more
than you going away.
i'd love to push you,
drive you far away,
but tears would fall and you'd never
come back anyday.
well, it's not like
you really cared anyway.
perhaps it's just
me, dreaming away.

tag replies:
germaine: yep(: i wanna stay away from blogger for now(:
mrs archibald: thanks(: it's okay, we'll meet along the corridors or smth in school anyway.
kwanwei: yea i have...but now i need a longer break(: yea chinese was fun for once haha.
szeying: yep(: haha it's okay, i'll still chase after you to blog=D
jo: because because because i need a break(: