beware of what you say.

Monday, January 19, 2009 6:48 PM

well.
today has been such an exciting day.
excitingly depressing.
seeing as there's nothing that can be done about it, the only thing to do is to live with it then.

here goes the emo stuff:
when we truly split into our j1 classes, believe me when i say i'll be very very very sad.
i can't imagine the days when i lug my bag into the canteen, put it down and survey the scene:
i'll see amanda telling her lame jokes and the people around her go "diaozzz" and i won't be there to do the same.
i'll see germaine poking people here and there and being really cute but i won't be truly there to see it.
i'll see alicia, all white as usual, playing her psp and djmax-battling with some other dude who has the game but i won't have the chance to do the same thing again.
i'll see rachna laughing her crazy laughter and discussing films with the arts people but i won't be there to laugh along with her.
i'll see szeying fangirling about her japanese guys and talking about anime and more but i won't be there to hear about them.
i'll see shuyi glistening under the sunlight, talking to her very smart friends and occasionally calling people noobs but i won't be there to call her a noob back.

i'll see desiree cursing, swearing and doing all things sick but i won't be there to laugh at whatever crazy thing she's doing.

i'll see chris nagging a little and asking people to go shopping with him but i won't be part of that group.

i'll see kwanwei laughing way out loud at the weirdest of things and i'll probably smile upon seeing and hearing that ever so infectious laughter but stop abruptly because i won't be there to really be in with the joke.

i'll see kenneth telling his lame jokes and maybe sometimes people will laugh and i won't be there to go "stupid joke la kenneth!"

i'll see jonathan giving people a really blur look and also being very blur and i won't be there to go "jonathan, you really really REALLY very blur haha".

i'll see kundan doing his touch-other-shoulder-but-be-on-the-other-side trick on other people, and go "yes!" whenever people fall for his trick and i won't be part of the group of people he does he trick on anymore.

i'll see lavan being really bastard as usual and doing really stupid stuff and i won't be there to scold him or bastard him.

i'll see all of you hanging out with each other or your new friends, but i won't be there with you guys.

i'll miss you guys. a lot.

britlover;
6:48 PM

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