i never thought there would be such a drastic change.
lying to myself;
changing myself;
where's the old self?
suicide sounds like a more desirable option than life now.
so many things to say;
so little freedom to do so;
i'm not going to pretend it doesn't matter, because it does.
and the fact that it's only 2009...can i wish for time to pass any faster?
plunging into anti-social-ness;
not even rising to take breaths of air;
enough. enough now.
goodbye. *jumps*

tag replies:
kwanwei: ah well. i'll bring the work along with me when i suicide, if it'll help(:
yijun: from me?? limpeh asks why mannn=/