first relatively non-emo post in um, 2months i guess? okay here goes:
so i was lying in my bed, reading gp essays, when suddenly this very familiar name appeared in the intro of one of the essays: sigmund freud. and so i went, eh that guys sounds damn familiar. so i went to dig out my langarts notes and found his name. and while i was doing that, i started browsing through all the langarts notes and realise that actually, i kinda miss langarts. and guess what else i found? the "dear 07v14" thing ms ong gave us. ah those memories. how friggin nostalgic. i can't believe she was right in saying that we might just actually miss that darn subject. and the odd thing is, i don't even know what i miss about it lol. i suppose it's the same blank faces most of us give during lessons, ms ong pulling her hair and being sooo exasperated with us, completely stoning and just copying stuff into the almight boxes.
it's just somewhat saddening that we can't learn about more disgusting theories. geesh. it's so weird to miss langarts man. i thought i would be glad that i didnt have to do it anymore. but looking back and realising that you've already done 2 years of it and that it was somewhat a blast, you suddenly change your mind about it. not that gp's not nice or anything, but it's just oddly different. ah well. anyway, here's hoping everything's going well for ms ong.
britlover;
1:01 AM
Thursday, May 28, 2009 9:41 PM
To Be With You - David Archuleta
I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall
I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you
So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you
Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way
Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with you
Just to be with you, yeah
someone once told me: "follow your heart, and do what's right, for what is in your head will lead you wrong." i wish i could follow both. sigh.
tag replies: leslie: very long never have poking match already! tmr last day must have=D neha: haha no problem(: glad you found your file! ah gee, cheering up is only for school (: yijun: OW. haha i say fu you say ke!XD amanda: haha perfecr fifth was fun=D mahjong's fun tooX)
britlover;
9:41 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009 12:25 AM
Your Call - Secondhand Serenade
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry Call I'm desperate for your voice Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
hopefully i met the bars. closing in, gates locked, key thrown and trapped in solitariness you'll never know, thank god. oh screw mondays, the day you seldom appear "experience a minute of flying by jumping off buildings! hurry jump, limited space to land on!" heyy sounds good. *jumps*
tag replies: amanda: just ring next time! haha nvm de, my mom's not that scary(: yijun: oo 2nd leg haha nice. wish i could join you guysXPP and yes man we rock beng! haha love ya too!
britlover;
12:25 AM
Thursday, May 07, 2009 9:51 PM
Breakeven - The Script
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no
What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
personas change oh so often. would you look this way at all would you smile here at all bring your charm and soul bring it back.
tag replies: leslie: haha i won on monday!=DDD or was it tuesday? eh? haha nvm, i won!(:
britlover;
9:51 PM
Friday, May 01, 2009 11:53 PM
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings
Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go
'Cause if you jump I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
thursday: a happy day. time - you - well-spent. cold yet hot those times were utter embarassment, how i wish time could turn back. every second, yearning.
tag replies: kwanwei: won't, no worries(: go blog! leslie: LESLIE!!! havent poked you in ages haha. watch out on monday=D yijun: beng! let's screw golf haha.