beware of what you say.

Sunday, May 31, 2009 1:01 AM

first relatively non-emo post in um, 2months i guess?
okay here goes:

so i was lying in my bed, reading gp essays, when suddenly this very familiar name appeared in the intro of one of the essays:
sigmund freud.
and so i went, eh that guys sounds damn familiar. so i went to dig out my langarts notes and found his name. and while i was doing that, i started browsing through all the langarts notes and realise that actually, i kinda miss langarts.
and guess what else i found? the "dear 07v14" thing ms ong gave us.
ah those memories. how friggin nostalgic.
i can't believe she was right in saying that we might just actually miss that darn subject. and the odd thing is, i don't even know what i miss about it lol.
i suppose it's the same blank faces most of us give during lessons, ms ong pulling her hair and being sooo exasperated with us, completely stoning and just copying stuff into the almight boxes.

it's just somewhat saddening that we can't learn about more disgusting theories. geesh.
it's so weird to miss langarts man. i thought i would be glad that i didnt have to do it anymore. but looking back and realising that you've already done 2 years of it and that it was somewhat a blast, you suddenly change your mind about it.
not that gp's not nice or anything, but it's just oddly different.
ah well. anyway, here's hoping everything's going well for ms ong.

britlover;
1:01 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009 9:41 PM

To Be With You - David Archuleta

I've been alone so many nights now

And I've been waiting for the stars to fall

I keep holding out for what I don't know

To be with you

Just to be with you

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight

Wondering how you look in this light

Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too

To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,

Come together eventually

And when we finally meet I'll know it's right

I'll be at the end of my restless road

But this journey, it was worth the fight

To be with you

Just to be holding you for the very first time,

Never letting go

What I wouldn't give to feel that way

Oh, to be with you

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,

Come together eventually

And when you're standing here in front of me

That's when I know that God does exist

'Cause he will have answered every single prayer

To be with you

Just to be with you, yeah

someone once told me:
"follow your heart, and do what's right,
for what is in your head will lead you wrong."
i wish i could follow both.
sigh.

tag replies:
leslie: very long never have poking match already! tmr last day must have=D
neha: haha no problem(: glad you found your file! ah gee, cheering up is only for school (:
yijun: OW. haha i say fu you say ke!XD
amanda: haha perfecr fifth was fun=D mahjong's fun tooX)

britlover;
9:41 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009 12:25 AM

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Cause every breath that you will take

When you are sitting next to me

Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[X4]

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

hopefully
i met the bars.
closing in, gates locked, key thrown and trapped in solitariness
you'll never know, thank god.
oh screw mondays, the day you seldom appear
"experience a minute of flying by jumping off buildings! hurry jump, limited space to land on!"
heyy sounds good. *jumps*

tag replies:
amanda: just ring next time! haha nvm de, my mom's not that scary(:
yijun: oo 2nd leg haha nice. wish i could join you guysXPP and yes man we rock beng! haha love ya too!

britlover;
12:25 AM

Thursday, May 07, 2009 9:51 PM

Breakeven - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in

Cos I got time while she got freedom

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok

I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces

(One still in love while the other ones leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took your suitcase, I took the blame.

Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh

Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in

Cos I got time while she got freedom

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break

No it don't break

No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok

(Oh glad your okay now)

I'm falling to pieces yeah

(Oh I'm glad your okay)

I'm falling to pieces yeah

(One still in love while the other ones leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no

personas
change
oh so often.
would you look this way at all
would you smile here at all
bring your charm and soul
bring it back.

tag replies:
leslie: haha i won on monday!=DDD or was it tuesday? eh? haha nvm, i won!(:

britlover;
9:51 PM

Friday, May 01, 2009 11:53 PM

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

Blinded by the lights

Hold you through forever

Won't let you go

'Cause if you jump I will jump too

We will fall together

From the building's ledge

Never looking back at what we've done

We'll say it was love

'Cause I would die for you

On skyway avenue

thursday: a happy day.
time - you - well-spent.
cold yet hot those times were
utter embarassment, how i wish
time could turn back.
every second, yearning.

tag replies:
kwanwei: won't, no worries(: go blog!
leslie: LESLIE!!! havent poked you in ages haha. watch out on monday=D
yijun: beng! let's screw golf haha.

britlover;
11:53 PM

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